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I don’t think I’ve ever looked at an inanimate object and have been as ready to throw in the towel as I am right now. I won’t, but I WANT to.
Ever been in the position to start doing something you have always loved, and used to be REALLY good at, but something happened (in my case, 4 strokes) that completely debilitated you for such a long time, and made you incapable of doing things...that you just KNOW it’s going to be a train wreck the first time back in the saddle? ⠀
That’s me tonight. I have thought of a billion and two excuses to NOT do something I have loved my whole life tomorrow. Because I know what the correct lead is. I KNOW how to ask a horse for anything under the sun. But the problem is, my brain and my body don’t communicate very well anymore. I can’t find the words I know so well. I can’t recall a few paragraphs back in a book, when reading and memorization had always been a strong suit of mine. And I have a hard time making my body do the things it has known to do for so long...like asking for the correct lead. ⠀
So here’s to failing because tomorrow I’m going to do it. But at least it will be doing something I love. And hopefully will be the first step in finishing my recovery. #strokesurvivor #recovery #horselife #horses #challenges #meetinheadon #ridersafety #helmets #equestrian #overcome #farmingindresses #equestrianlife #idontlikethis #honest #rider #horse