How My Life Changed So Drastically in Sudden ??? ( Response to tons of DM)
It’s been about 7 YEARS since I moved back to MEDAN. New surroundings, new house, and new routine.
Along with it came tons of new environment I didn’t get used to, but I still acted like myself. Quiet and observant as always.
I was laughed at for being quiet, but it is the loudest people that are the lost people.
And me being this way has allowed me to see people and the world in a much different way.
I don’t say much, I only talk when spoken to most of the time. I come off as ”mysterious” most of the time.
With me staying the same way I’ve always been, the same questions came. Why are you so quiet? Are you okay?
MY INNER VOICE
I’ve always had this voice that I wanted to let out but felt as if something was holding me back. I was the type of person that was different but tried to fit in.
I quickly found out that I couldn’t force myself to be like another person.
After starting a new JOB as an EDUCATOR, I started to lost my Image,lifestyle and my own life.I love my JOB and trying hard to give out the BEST for the kids.Fortunately,all my efforts and hardwork has paid off.
But, I gave up trying to be someone that I wasn’t.
I battled with those demons for year’s, and now I can finally breathe.
I see me for me and not anyone’s opinions anymore.
It feels as if these events were meant to happen. And I’m glad they did. I regret nothing.
Always trust the process, never give up on anything. Always have faith that things will change❤️.
Actually I didn't CHANGE i just came back being ME. (Took me 7 years)
PS : What i miss the most ....
Chin Up,Focus,Camera Rolling 📷
Million hugs and kisses
To keep remind me to COME BACK ♥️ ~20.02.2019~